I should build an unbreakable Leningrad blockade

Maybe it has lasted for a whole week. I eventually find out that one may never successfully control one's emotion, or it definitely cannot be a real emotion. Even those like me who has whatever extremely strong heart that he also hardly can stand the hurt in love-- be swayed by considerations of gain and loss or cruelly be refused without any sloppily, because my body was not controlled by my volition. It becomes sick, and cannot sustain my spirit any more.
It takes a great courage to express my feelings. Does it not need any courage to refuse?
I believe that the liberty is a universal value and let you free is the most kind thing that I can do.
You have won a whole battle, so I suppose you won't mind lose in a small war!
I really do not know how the previous week is over, to be or not back all, how psychological gap can react. Unbelievable, I will live like this even longer: cannot sleep so do not sleep, cannot eat so drink milk, lose interesting in almost all. Rather an inadequate life.

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