Beautiful days, meet you not too late?

It's lucky to know you in my most beautiful years. I forgot myself for you, asking for no result, no accompany, no ownership nor love, just for meeting you. This is my feeling now.
I have tried to do many things to affect you in that chilly winter, but you didn't have the courage to see me even I have been in your city, close to you nearly. I have gone through a beautiful snow without you in your city, cold, desperate and lone. You said you were a coward and felt so sorry for me. Actually, I didn't need the apology from you. You said you didn't have a sense of security, but you love me. I understand and accept without any reason.
I have lost for a long time, just because of you. I even have been so crazy about one brand of coffee, just because of you. I even have been desperate keen on one name of food,fruit, vegetable, just because of you......I even have been forgotten who I am. What kind of experience.
"Not match for each other", you said.
"One word, one result", I said.
All of these days, I appreciate your love and care and be grateful of everything because it's not easy to meet someone who can see through you and reach the deepest of the heart. Until now, I still thank for everything you gave to me even sorrow.
One of my friends told me "What you have given to me is transient romance and tendresse. Just ambiguous love." I shake stubbornly.
Some people says " She has been patient, believing the best is worth the wait.
Yet the last apple fallen from the tree is usually sour.
The love that rocks your soul is hardly the result of a long wait."
I finally realized when every love comes to the end, if you look back, you will find flowers and sorrows, but it's always beautiful. I am a bird flying in sky, u r a leopard in forest. We just fall in love accidentally. Ain't it so.
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